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Jan. 12th, 2004 11:28 am
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the note

I wrote a letter to my mother. It went like this.


You are a horrible person. You are not my mother. I have to be grateful to you, because you give me material things to try and replace the emotional things that I need and you refuse to give.

I am not your daughter.
I am a debt.
Have fun paying.


For some reason, she didn't like the note. So now she's sending me to 'someone that can give me what I need'. Because a person I'm just going to meet can do that. I figure I'm just not loveable. If my own mother treats me like shit, who CAN love me.

To quote my conversation with Ria earlier:

ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
Aww.
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
Mommy didn't like my note.
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
She's going to send me away
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
WOW!
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
Two years left before I run away, and NOW she decides to get me some love.
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
From SOMEONE ELSE.
ヒスイ BLACK PEACE NOW says:
GO MOMMY!

Honestly. And she's not doing it so I can get the emotional support I need, she's doing it because the note made her feel bad.

She's doing it 'cause she only thinks about herself. :D
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