Jun. 8th, 2004

girl says;

Jun. 8th, 2004 10:09 pm
spokenjade: (spokenjade [birthday gift]; litalarkin)

Alright..some of you may remember that I've been waiting over six months to get this stuff from Mandii, right?

Well, I was supposed to get it at A-kon, but I was sick, so Mandii gave it to Heather and she was supposed to give it to me. Well, to quote her..(Heather, not Mandii)

"since i never saw you at a-kon, saiko took your box of twang with her"

My exact reaction..


And then I cried, and ran downstairs for Mommy-love. Mom understood of course. She was like, "Well, tell her, "I'm sorry you thought that was a good idea, since now you have to buy me a new box. :D"

I couldn't though. Because when I told her I was crying, she told me she was too. And at first I'm like, "Well, I can't be mad at her, she's upset about it."

But she's not!

She's upset about her own stuff! Is that selfish of me to think it selfish of her to start whining at me when she just revealed SHE LET SOMEONE ELSE TAKE MY STUFF?!

What the fuck?!

I don't get it! I'm angry, and I'm so incredibly sad...

It's not just about the stuff...

First of all, that reflects on her as a person. Mandii, even when she thought I was like, freaking pond scum, didn't do that to me. And even if she DID, I could have understood that! She was mad at me. But Heather had NO reason to do that to me.

Second off, it reflects on her opinion of me. That I am just, such a fucking fleck on her radar that she could just hand off my stuff to other people. Maybe if I had been someone else she would have guarded it with her life.

Third off, it reflects on our friendship. And I can't help but feeling like...like she betrayed me.

And then to not even be upset over it. At all. I ask her how I'm supposed to get my stuff, and she's basically like, "I don't know. Check out my drama!"

Do I have a reason to be upset...angry?

Or am I just totally over reacting to this? x__x

Oh, btw, paid account = bye bye now.

girl says;

Jun. 8th, 2004 10:51 pm
spokenjade: (sex in loafers; foreordained)
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