Feb. 9th, 2004

girl says;

Feb. 9th, 2004 12:46 am
spokenjade: (don't hate me!; yourouzokuicons)
a note to the weak

I thought I made it clear when I picked this username that I am a BITCH. I am. I won't try and hide it, or apologize for it. I say mean things, and it is entirely possible that I'm going to hurt your feelings.

Get over it or leave.

Yes, I'm bipolar. Yeah, that is a reason. If you think that's not 'a good excuse'...leave. You don't understand it, and you're not going to understand me, so leave.

You will not be missed.

I don't need people that are unsupportive and I don't need fair weather friends. If you can't take me as I am, then leave. I try as hard as possible to control this. But ultimately, I can't.

I don't expect anyone to stay with me, which is why I appreciate the people that do. And you guys mean more to me than you know. I admire the strength that it takes to be my friend. I will never take that for granted.

And if you can't handle it, then yes, you are weak, but you know what? You're not any weaker than the average human being. And that's just the way I see it.

Deal, or leave.

It's that simple.

girl says;

Feb. 9th, 2004 09:17 am
spokenjade: (my fandom overcompensates; crystalmirage)

I'm trying to balance my original fiction with my fan fiction. Right now I have a full schedule of fanfic writing - one fic for each day of the week. And I plan on doing all of them. *laughs*

I really need just a basic idea that I can twist around. I have one sort of floating in my head, and if I can figure out how to write it, it's most definitely goign to be one of the ones I finish and if it's good, I'm going to try to get it published.

You guys will buy my stuff even if it sucks, right? :D

girl says;

Feb. 9th, 2004 10:28 pm
spokenjade: (and you fade; evilweegee)
shit happens

I can't quit thinking about it. I want to talk about it, but there's no one to talk to. Gina would understand, but she's gone. Lacie would listen, but I know she's not good at dealing with me when I get very upset. And the other people on my list suddenly seem like strangers.

I know, that out of every three girls on my list at least one of them would understand, but that thought only makes me feel worse.

I still need to talk about this, and I can't..


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